Post by DivaStephanie on Feb 22, 2009 0:00:20 GMT
Hello Everyone!
Well - here we are in 2009 and with a new President. I hope this will be a sign of positive change in all our lives.
I am doing well. Of course - you all know - the last year has been difficult, and probably always will be a very sensitive subject for me - so forgive me if I seem to "skim" over comments or specific questions about that.
I will say - for the record - the whole blow up caused by a certain TV Guide writer, was not only unwarranted -- it stirred up a lot of emotions in a lot of people. All of them negative for the magazine - and I'm sure it did not help gain one new reader... Most of you seemed as indignant as I felt! Thank you for supporting me against such an ugly rumor.
Not only did I end up getting defamed, but so did Bradley Bell. Brad has made it clear to me for the past year that he wanted to be as sensitive to me as possible while I was grieving the loss of my son. He and I spoke about this time last year, and he was very, very compassionate about the level of pain I was still experiencing. I knew he wanted to give me more time to continue to heal, and I trusted he would know when to give me a larger storyline again. It was SO unfortunate that the loss of my son happened just when the climax of the Taylor/Nick/Brooke/Baby story was about to be revealed. The loss of the storyline added to my other losses and - so the viscous cycle goes... It is no one's fault - it is just life. Brad has continued to try to bring Taylor in - but there have been some areas I was just too sensitive in -- or for example - I had not anticipated that the 1 year anniversary of his death would impact me so - nor would the following holiday season. I thought the first year would be the hardest - but now I think I'm learning there's no way to know how long the pain of missing him will last -- I guess you just can't rush healing from such a loss. It's is just more a matter of being able to find comfort from those around me and to rest in God's plan for all of us. Healing of the immediate loss will take time, and each month gets a little easier... Of course, I would like to see it over as soon as possible -- but that is just not being realistic in the face of losing a child who was a part of you - and then is suddenly gone.
I am doing better and better though - thanks to the strong support of my co-workers and Bradley and all of YOU guys! I cannot THANK everyone enough.
I am excited about getting into a new story for Taylor! She has evolved a lot like me -- and I'm really enjoying HER trying to MAKE SENSE of HER life. There are some EXCITING things coming up - and BROOKE better LOOK OUT...!
I WOULD LOVE to have Taylor/Ridge to reunite and REDISCOVER their love -- It's been a good 3 year break for them now and some new and FRESH ideas could blossom for them... They DO need each other now - more than ever, for the sake of their children - right?
Taylor needs some SERIOUS ROMANCE and SEX. Don't freak out about the S-word -- but CLASSY/SEXY is what I've always kept her about.
Ok - so I will be on this site (as much as possible) and Facebook & MySpace. There are many cool international people you can hook up with and meet in those sites - and invite them over here for discussions too!
I hope this finds all of you in great health and spirits! Happy, Prosperous 2009 XOXOXXOX, Hunter
www.huntertylo.ws/tyloforum/index.p...t=Login&CODE=01
I found this on another site
Dear Mods i hope i put this in the right place
Well - here we are in 2009 and with a new President. I hope this will be a sign of positive change in all our lives.
I am doing well. Of course - you all know - the last year has been difficult, and probably always will be a very sensitive subject for me - so forgive me if I seem to "skim" over comments or specific questions about that.
I will say - for the record - the whole blow up caused by a certain TV Guide writer, was not only unwarranted -- it stirred up a lot of emotions in a lot of people. All of them negative for the magazine - and I'm sure it did not help gain one new reader... Most of you seemed as indignant as I felt! Thank you for supporting me against such an ugly rumor.
Not only did I end up getting defamed, but so did Bradley Bell. Brad has made it clear to me for the past year that he wanted to be as sensitive to me as possible while I was grieving the loss of my son. He and I spoke about this time last year, and he was very, very compassionate about the level of pain I was still experiencing. I knew he wanted to give me more time to continue to heal, and I trusted he would know when to give me a larger storyline again. It was SO unfortunate that the loss of my son happened just when the climax of the Taylor/Nick/Brooke/Baby story was about to be revealed. The loss of the storyline added to my other losses and - so the viscous cycle goes... It is no one's fault - it is just life. Brad has continued to try to bring Taylor in - but there have been some areas I was just too sensitive in -- or for example - I had not anticipated that the 1 year anniversary of his death would impact me so - nor would the following holiday season. I thought the first year would be the hardest - but now I think I'm learning there's no way to know how long the pain of missing him will last -- I guess you just can't rush healing from such a loss. It's is just more a matter of being able to find comfort from those around me and to rest in God's plan for all of us. Healing of the immediate loss will take time, and each month gets a little easier... Of course, I would like to see it over as soon as possible -- but that is just not being realistic in the face of losing a child who was a part of you - and then is suddenly gone.
I am doing better and better though - thanks to the strong support of my co-workers and Bradley and all of YOU guys! I cannot THANK everyone enough.
I am excited about getting into a new story for Taylor! She has evolved a lot like me -- and I'm really enjoying HER trying to MAKE SENSE of HER life. There are some EXCITING things coming up - and BROOKE better LOOK OUT...!
I WOULD LOVE to have Taylor/Ridge to reunite and REDISCOVER their love -- It's been a good 3 year break for them now and some new and FRESH ideas could blossom for them... They DO need each other now - more than ever, for the sake of their children - right?
Taylor needs some SERIOUS ROMANCE and SEX. Don't freak out about the S-word -- but CLASSY/SEXY is what I've always kept her about.
Ok - so I will be on this site (as much as possible) and Facebook & MySpace. There are many cool international people you can hook up with and meet in those sites - and invite them over here for discussions too!
I hope this finds all of you in great health and spirits! Happy, Prosperous 2009 XOXOXXOX, Hunter
www.huntertylo.ws/tyloforum/index.p...t=Login&CODE=01
I found this on another site
Dear Mods i hope i put this in the right place
i am thrilled that Hunter wants Tridge back together! 
