Post by realitycheck on Aug 15, 2005 19:47:14 GMT
Eric and Stephanie go around and around about Budge's pregnancy and Brooke and Nick.
Budge slams in and lashes out at Brooke, she yells at her and asks her how could she do this to her again, Brooke tries to explain, Nick jumps in and Budge jumps on him too, then Brooke tells her it's not what it looks like, Budge says to Brooke
"then what is it mother? are u celebrating, are u congragulating yourself on what it must feel like when I walk in on moments like this and why it freaks me out to see my mother and my fiancee touching each other and holding each other, laughing, whispering, I cam hoe tonight happier than I've been in a really long time, I was so happy and this is what I walk in on.
Brooke- honey, I couldn't sleep and I just came down to get a book
Budge- oh FOR GOD SAKE'S MOTHER.GO PUT SOME CLOTHES ON, I can't look at you like that, go now!
Nick- Bridgette please calm down, whatever you're thinking don't.
Budge- I know what I heard Nick, and I know what I saw
Nick- well it would be very easy to misinterpret
Budge- oh, so now it's all in my head? I leave the house for one night and I come back to a romantic candlelit dinner where you're sitting with my mother while she SHOWS OFF HER LINGERIE
nICK- oH STOP NOW, YOU KNOW THAT'S NOT WHAT WAS HAPPENING
Budge- how do I know? because you said so? are u going to be different from the other guys who have loved my mother, or are u going to be the first to ever get over her
Nick- come on Bridgette, this is just stress talking here, with your work and school, wha happened with your dad abd what just happened with Hope
Budge- yeah right, just blame everyone except YOU AND MY MOTHER,I've heard it all before, you've been telling me for month's that nothing's going on with my mother, but I've seen it, in the house, upstairs, you and my mom and Hope laying on the bed and cuddling, I saw it at the hospital, I saw the way you looked at each other(me too) you were holding each other, I wish I was crazy, but I'm not!I know there's something there.
Nick- you're right, hereis, your mother and I faced up to that tonight(how noble) what's been going on with us, the feelings and what they mean, that's what u walked in on, tonight your mother and I said good-bye(how sweet)
Budge- goodbye
Nick- my future is with you,that's what I want and I know that now more than ever
Budge- are yolu kidding, did you just admit to me that you have feeling for my mother but you want to move forward with me and just ignore those feeling?what kind of a future is that?! you told me that youwanted a life with me, we were going to get married and have a family you said that to me!is that what you really wanted is it all a lie
Brooke- (coming back down) nobody's lieing to you
Budge- oh here come the exscuses again!
Brooke- get angry with me Bridgette because I am the one that's been leaning on Nick for support
Budge- you betrayed me again mother and you swore that you would never do that to me again and lookie here
here we are agin, it took all of my strength, my compassion, it took everything in me to forgive you the first time, but I did it, I forgave you for Deacon, but i'LL NEVER FORGET THIS!
Brooke- Nick and I haven't betrayed you(not physically)
Budge- maybe not physically, but mentally yes and in your hearts yes, I think you have(right on girl)
Nick- I told Bridgette what u and I were talking about
Brooke- Honey, you have to understand
Budge- Oh I understand, I've understood for a long time, the damsel in distress act, parading around in your skimpy lingerie, parading your body and your problems in front of yet another sympathetic man, you knew this would happen didn't you? didn't you?! everyone else seemd to know b ut me, dad told me, Taylor and Stephanie and Ridge and Jackie! everyone knew but me, fool me once shame on you, fool me twice same on me,
Nick- Bridgette, nobody's trying to fool you
Budge- then I guess I was just fooling myself(yup)believing I could trust you
Brooke- but you can trust him becuase nothing happened and nothing is going to happen(she reaches to touch Budge and she pulls away) you are my daughter, my child, my relationship with you means more than anything to me, I love you more that I could ever love any man
Budge- oh please, you have always loved yourself more than anything, you were always totally consumed with with your own needs(true) your own desires(true) you always have to be the center of attention
Nick- Bridgette, Hope almost died, your mother was going thru a major crisis
Budge- Oh, she's always going thru a crisis since the day I was born(that was funny)I had to grow up with it, scandal after scandal and I suffered because of it, I had to put on a really brave face, I would smile for the camersa, I can hear them now, isn't she so precious, so well adjusted, so adorable, well just how well adjusted am I mother?! I'm not! I'm angry and disgusted with you! I'm sick of it and I'm not going to put up with it anymore, I'm not hiding my feeling any longer, look at me, YOU MADE ME THIS WAY
Nick- NOW WAIT A MINUTE
Budge- I've been waiting, I've waited my entire life to step out of her shadow, to have a life of my own, a life that I had planned with you
Brooke- you can still have that life
Budge- what, and I get him by default?
Nick- no bridgette, I want to be with you
Budge- but you are still in love with her and you always will be, it's just what she does, she infects you, she infected my father, RIDGE, DEACON, AND SHE EVEN INFECTED ME...in spite of everything, I was still so proud of her, her optimism, her passion, everything that she accomplished, that's why I defended her, endlessly to Stephanie, and I would ignore "the signs" I really believed that she had learned from her mistakes(you and the world hon)that's why I forgave her, I just couldn't see what everyone else could see(everyone? u mean Steph) that she's exactly who Stephanie says she is
Brooke- Honey(trying to reach out to Budge who is now in pitbull mode)
Budge- DON'T TOUCH ME, you haven't crossed any lines because you can't ever see the lines, boundaries and limits have never existed to you
Nick- Bridgette, you are very angry and cofused right now, please don't take this out on your mother(touching Budge)
Budge- DON'T TOUCH ME NICK!(STILL AT BROOKE) Mother, do you know how hard it was for me to rebuild my relationship with you, for me to let you back in here(slapping her heart)do you have any idea how hard it was for me to accept Hope, as my sister? after all of that how could you do this again
Brooke- I haven't done anything, I wouldn't, you have to believe me
Budge- I can't believe you(walking away from Brooke) I can't do this anymore, this endless cycle of abuse, and pain, it gotta end, the humiliation, the degradation, it's got to stop now(turning to Nick) it's over Nick, I DON'T WANT YOU IF YOU ARE STILL IN LOVE WITH MY MOTHER, IF i CAN'T HAVE ALL OF YOU, i DON'T WANT ANY PART OF YOU(GO GIRL!) IT'S OVER, DO YOU HEAR ME, THIS STOPS NOW, IT ENDS WITH ME
My thoughts:Ridge is a butt, he returns home after days and doesn't even greet his family instead he jumps on Gabby and then Thomas, but Thomas gets his digs in on him.
Eric still had his head in that bucket of sand.
Budge is like a wild woman today, Brooke and Nick are pathetic IMO, how can you stand there and tell your daughter in so many words that your fiancee and I admitted that we love each other but we're not going to act on it because of you....THAT IS SO LAME...I'm glad Budge told Nick where to stick it.
OH YEAH...RIDGE IS HOME
Budge slams in and lashes out at Brooke, she yells at her and asks her how could she do this to her again, Brooke tries to explain, Nick jumps in and Budge jumps on him too, then Brooke tells her it's not what it looks like, Budge says to Brooke
"then what is it mother? are u celebrating, are u congragulating yourself on what it must feel like when I walk in on moments like this and why it freaks me out to see my mother and my fiancee touching each other and holding each other, laughing, whispering, I cam hoe tonight happier than I've been in a really long time, I was so happy and this is what I walk in on.
Brooke- honey, I couldn't sleep and I just came down to get a book
Budge- oh FOR GOD SAKE'S MOTHER.GO PUT SOME CLOTHES ON, I can't look at you like that, go now!
Nick- Bridgette please calm down, whatever you're thinking don't.
Budge- I know what I heard Nick, and I know what I saw
Nick- well it would be very easy to misinterpret
Budge- oh, so now it's all in my head? I leave the house for one night and I come back to a romantic candlelit dinner where you're sitting with my mother while she SHOWS OFF HER LINGERIE
nICK- oH STOP NOW, YOU KNOW THAT'S NOT WHAT WAS HAPPENING
Budge- how do I know? because you said so? are u going to be different from the other guys who have loved my mother, or are u going to be the first to ever get over her
Nick- come on Bridgette, this is just stress talking here, with your work and school, wha happened with your dad abd what just happened with Hope
Budge- yeah right, just blame everyone except YOU AND MY MOTHER,I've heard it all before, you've been telling me for month's that nothing's going on with my mother, but I've seen it, in the house, upstairs, you and my mom and Hope laying on the bed and cuddling, I saw it at the hospital, I saw the way you looked at each other(me too) you were holding each other, I wish I was crazy, but I'm not!I know there's something there.
Nick- you're right, hereis, your mother and I faced up to that tonight(how noble) what's been going on with us, the feelings and what they mean, that's what u walked in on, tonight your mother and I said good-bye(how sweet)
Budge- goodbye
Nick- my future is with you,that's what I want and I know that now more than ever
Budge- are yolu kidding, did you just admit to me that you have feeling for my mother but you want to move forward with me and just ignore those feeling?what kind of a future is that?! you told me that youwanted a life with me, we were going to get married and have a family you said that to me!is that what you really wanted is it all a lie
Brooke- (coming back down) nobody's lieing to you
Budge- oh here come the exscuses again!
Brooke- get angry with me Bridgette because I am the one that's been leaning on Nick for support
Budge- you betrayed me again mother and you swore that you would never do that to me again and lookie here
here we are agin, it took all of my strength, my compassion, it took everything in me to forgive you the first time, but I did it, I forgave you for Deacon, but i'LL NEVER FORGET THIS!
Brooke- Nick and I haven't betrayed you(not physically)
Budge- maybe not physically, but mentally yes and in your hearts yes, I think you have(right on girl)
Nick- I told Bridgette what u and I were talking about
Brooke- Honey, you have to understand
Budge- Oh I understand, I've understood for a long time, the damsel in distress act, parading around in your skimpy lingerie, parading your body and your problems in front of yet another sympathetic man, you knew this would happen didn't you? didn't you?! everyone else seemd to know b ut me, dad told me, Taylor and Stephanie and Ridge and Jackie! everyone knew but me, fool me once shame on you, fool me twice same on me,
Nick- Bridgette, nobody's trying to fool you
Budge- then I guess I was just fooling myself(yup)believing I could trust you
Brooke- but you can trust him becuase nothing happened and nothing is going to happen(she reaches to touch Budge and she pulls away) you are my daughter, my child, my relationship with you means more than anything to me, I love you more that I could ever love any man
Budge- oh please, you have always loved yourself more than anything, you were always totally consumed with with your own needs(true) your own desires(true) you always have to be the center of attention
Nick- Bridgette, Hope almost died, your mother was going thru a major crisis
Budge- Oh, she's always going thru a crisis since the day I was born(that was funny)I had to grow up with it, scandal after scandal and I suffered because of it, I had to put on a really brave face, I would smile for the camersa, I can hear them now, isn't she so precious, so well adjusted, so adorable, well just how well adjusted am I mother?! I'm not! I'm angry and disgusted with you! I'm sick of it and I'm not going to put up with it anymore, I'm not hiding my feeling any longer, look at me, YOU MADE ME THIS WAY
Nick- NOW WAIT A MINUTE
Budge- I've been waiting, I've waited my entire life to step out of her shadow, to have a life of my own, a life that I had planned with you
Brooke- you can still have that life
Budge- what, and I get him by default?
Nick- no bridgette, I want to be with you
Budge- but you are still in love with her and you always will be, it's just what she does, she infects you, she infected my father, RIDGE, DEACON, AND SHE EVEN INFECTED ME...in spite of everything, I was still so proud of her, her optimism, her passion, everything that she accomplished, that's why I defended her, endlessly to Stephanie, and I would ignore "the signs" I really believed that she had learned from her mistakes(you and the world hon)that's why I forgave her, I just couldn't see what everyone else could see(everyone? u mean Steph) that she's exactly who Stephanie says she is
Brooke- Honey(trying to reach out to Budge who is now in pitbull mode)
Budge- DON'T TOUCH ME, you haven't crossed any lines because you can't ever see the lines, boundaries and limits have never existed to you
Nick- Bridgette, you are very angry and cofused right now, please don't take this out on your mother(touching Budge)
Budge- DON'T TOUCH ME NICK!(STILL AT BROOKE) Mother, do you know how hard it was for me to rebuild my relationship with you, for me to let you back in here(slapping her heart)do you have any idea how hard it was for me to accept Hope, as my sister? after all of that how could you do this again
Brooke- I haven't done anything, I wouldn't, you have to believe me
Budge- I can't believe you(walking away from Brooke) I can't do this anymore, this endless cycle of abuse, and pain, it gotta end, the humiliation, the degradation, it's got to stop now(turning to Nick) it's over Nick, I DON'T WANT YOU IF YOU ARE STILL IN LOVE WITH MY MOTHER, IF i CAN'T HAVE ALL OF YOU, i DON'T WANT ANY PART OF YOU(GO GIRL!) IT'S OVER, DO YOU HEAR ME, THIS STOPS NOW, IT ENDS WITH ME
My thoughts:Ridge is a butt, he returns home after days and doesn't even greet his family instead he jumps on Gabby and then Thomas, but Thomas gets his digs in on him.
Eric still had his head in that bucket of sand.
Budge is like a wild woman today, Brooke and Nick are pathetic IMO, how can you stand there and tell your daughter in so many words that your fiancee and I admitted that we love each other but we're not going to act on it because of you....THAT IS SO LAME...I'm glad Budge told Nick where to stick it.
OH YEAH...RIDGE IS HOME
